this is the 1st month after i spend the time working
in the place who can not be named
it’s not that easy to survive here
becoz i feel like i’m in a big big jungle
and i cud be lost someday
but i will know the way out
becoz i have d clues
maybe it’s not that hard to be a survivor
but i think it is one of hard thing
i have no time to take some rest
i have to think allllllll the time
i have to learn something alllll the time
but what can i do???
beside stay calm and look around
and then i will realize ONE thing
i am LUCKY!!
i am this LUCKY!!!
when people are looking for a place like i am staying now
and i keep on telling myself
that this is a hard thing to face
well maybe i am a coward
but at least it’s been a month
to be called a coward
i will try to face another 2 month to get through
and i can decide it after that
whether i will go or………stay!!!
at least i’ll try
but if i cud go, Dad….
i will choose it…Go…
Let me choose,,,,Dad…
but if only i already have another place to stay
if only that……………………………
but one thing
Let me know
that this is Your Decision for me…..
i will never deny any of it,,,,